Welcome to my lifeDo you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
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omg i'm feeling so emo and yet i'm posting in our batch blog ):
sorry da jia men! for affecting your mood if you happen to read this.
this post is meant for fellow camp garawrians!(and also for all of you!)
okay
everybody's dying insidewith endless homework,stress and whatever not piling on us.
pls, people with both narrow shoulders(like me D:) and broad shoulders are crashing.
and you feel like screaming and screaming and screaming.
however fear not.
everyone is facing the same problem.
we can scream together.
well, i know suddenly there's alot of things for us to do for campgarawr.
like..
re-designing our gadgets.
having to practise like mad.
missing footdrill session
probaly missing company outing
and even building the entire kitchen and running it during the camp...
that is something we havent done it or even try to think of doing it.
but lets just take it as an experience.
an unforgettable one.
and maybe next time, we can teach our juniors all these new things that we learnt!
dont be upset,
dont be depressed,
dont feel down,
dont feel that life is over.
because from ms teng's kindergarden story,
we know that its not the end of the world even if we cant do smth.
(well, besides the chicken little part.. :D)
nobody is perfect in the world. really.
so keep your sad feelings and troubles aside,
and we shall all walk together till the end.
Keep holding onYou're not aloneTogether we standI'll be by your side
You know i'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
Theres no place to go you know I wont give in
No I wont give in.
Keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know i'm here for you,
i'm here for you
Theres nothing you can say,
nothing you can do
Theres no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through.
So far away I wish you were here
Before it's too late this could all disapear
Before the door close,
this comes to an end
But with you by my side I will fight and defend
THANK YOU BATCHMATES!
for reminding me and also each other that testworks are extended.
i really really appreciate that (:
XIE XIE DA JIA <3
and suddenly it makes me feel that we're so close...
then i feel like crying ):
LOVE,Chinwen
